22

ok. i know i’ve been obsessing and whining but now i’m just plain happy. yes, finally!

i know that given the circumstances and all other factors – it’s apparent that he can’t be mine. but there’s something about us that keeps me happy despite all the impossibilities. there’s the attraction that’s always there. and the smallest signs of interest are enough to inspire me.

plus there’s this one night that i’ll never forget. and i hope it’s special for him too. it was so easy for us to forget that we were mad at each other. was it because we had too much to drink? i think not!

we’ve always liked each other. for more than a year, we’ve noticed each other, almost everyday. it was always nice to see him. and though it’s painful to think he loves another and will be leaving soon, it will always make me smile to know he likes me, gave me his time, and even for just once made me part of him.