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Happiest day ever!

My Mom went to our place and surprised me on my birthday! She brought food, of course, and stayed there the whole day. It meant a lot to me coz she lives sooooo far from us and she made that extra effort to come on my birthday and make it rrrrreaaaaaalllllyyyyy special! She mentioned she kept on thinking about me the night before my birthday, and I just didn't tell her, but I was awfully sad that night. Was constantly thinking about what I really want in life, what I am in, what I want to happen, what can't happen, the things I should and should not do. They just kept filling my head and I couldn't rest my mind. Guess the mother-child connection shall always be there....

Then my aunt tried to contact me. She needed to tell me about my uncle's death. I was touched that she tried to reach me about this, coz she and I have not been speaking for a very long time. So I gave her a call and she greeted me, told me the details, and we eventually patched things up. Love....Peace - what great gifts!

There are days when I feel so down that I just want to fade away. But that day, I am just so glad I kept on holding on. :-)