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either way, it's going to be sad....

[part ways vs stay together]

part ways - i'll miss the fun and the teasings. the nights when all 4 are together. watching tv while eatiing tons of chips. staying by the poolside. playing with the kids. solving problems together. it will take a lot of adjusting and will give me flashbacks every minute. i can already envision myself in tears every night.

stay together - i'll have to bear with the frequent nagging and insults of the man who "loves" me and try and pretend that i'm sorry for the offense i did more than a year ago. my kids will see us fight. the kids will feel the fight. he will say hurtful words every now and then. we will all have to play deaf when he whines. i'll be battling to keep sane while the insane babbles.


[dare or let go]

dare - the guilt. the secrets. the betrayal. the pain of knowing ur only getting a moment from him. no promises. no future. it's all an illusion, being built from passion. short-lived happiness, pretending to be in love and being loved when it all boils down to physical satisfaction. fleeting. deceitful.

let go - i'm almost there. but chose not to. the flirtation has just started. but chose to play safe. guilt-free but not at all justified. i want something and i can have it now, but chose not to. sacrifices have to be made.

I’m so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
’cause your presence still lingers here
And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[chorus:]
When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears
When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating life
Now I’m bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[chorus]
I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone
But though you’re still with me
I’ve been alone all along

[chorus]

Rows and floes of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons ev’rywhere
I’ve looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on ev’ryone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got in my way
I’ve looked at clouds from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It’s cloud illusions I recall
I really don’t know clouds at all



Moons and junes and ferris wheels
The dizzy dancing way you feel
As ev’ry fairy tale comes real
I’ve looked at love that way

But now it’s just another show
You leave ’em laughing when you go
And if you care, don’t let them know
Don’t give yourself away



I’ve looked at love from both sides now
From give and take, and still somehow
It’s love’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud
To say I love you right out loud
Dreams and schemes and circus crowds


I’ve looked at life that way
But now old friends are acting strange
They shake their heads, they say I’ve changed
Well something’s lost, but something’s gained
In living ev’ry day

I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From win and lose and still somehow
It’s life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all
I’ve looked at life from both sides now
From up and down, and still somehow
It’s life’s illusions I recall
I really don’t know life at all

Love, love, love
Love, love, love
love, love, love, love,
love, love, love, love,

(Love) There's nothing you can do that can't be done
(Love) There's nothing you can sing that can't be sung
(Love 4x) Nothing you can say but you can learn to play the game
It's easy



(Love) Nothing you can make that can't be made
(Love) No one you can save that can't be saved
(Love 4x) Nothing you can do, but you can learn to be you
It's easy

All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love, love,
love is all you need



All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love, love,
love is all you need

(Love) Nothing you can know that isn't known
(Love) Nothing you can see that isn't shown
(Love 4x) No where you can be that isn't where you're meant to be,
It's easy



All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love, love
Love is all you need

All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love, love
Love is all you need

Love is all you need
(repeat until end)

"The Prayer"
(feat. Charlotte Church)
I pray you'll be our eyes
And watch us where we go
And help us to be wise
In times when we don't know

Let this be our prayer
As we go our way
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your Grace
To a place where we'll be safe
La luce che tu dai

I pray we'll find your light
Nel cuore restera
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarci che
When stars go out each night
L'eterna stella sei
Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c'e
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace

Give us faith so we'll be safe.
Sogniamo un mondo senza piu violenza

Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita

La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E'il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amore
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a se
Another soul to love

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child

Needs to find a place,
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
E la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera

"Canto Alla Vita"
(feat. the Corrs)
Dedicato a chi colpevole o innocente
perso in questo mare
si e arreso alla corrente
chi non e mai stato vincente?

Dedicato a chi ha sempre una speranza

davanti ad un dolore
nel freddo di una stanza

Dedicato a chi cerca la sua liberta

Canto alla vita
alla sua bellezza
ad ogni sua ferita
ogni sua bellezza

STRU.

I sing to life and to it's tragic beauty
To pain and to strife, but all that dances through me
The rise and the fall; i've lived through it all

Dedicato a chi l'ha sempre inaridita
come impossessato, uscita fra le dita
era sempre gia finita

Canto alla vita
negli occhi tuoi riflessa
facile e infinita
terra a noi promessa

Canto alla vita
canto a dolce e fiera
a questo nostro viaggio
che ancora ci incatena

Ci chiama

Non dubitare mai
Non dubitare mai
Non lasciarla mai da sola
da sola
... ancora ...

Canto alla vita
alla sua bellezza

Canto alla vita
canto a dolce e fiera
a questo nostro viaggio
che ancora ci incatena

Ci chiama...

Through the darkness
I can see your light
And you will always shine
And I can feel your heart in mine
Your face I've memorized
I idolize just you

I look up to
Everything you are
In my eyes you do no wrong
I've loved you for so long
And after all is said and done
You're still you
After all
You're still you

You walk past me
I can feel your pain
Time changes everything
One truth always stays the same
You're still you
After all
You're still you

I look up to
Everything you are
In my eyes you do no wrong
And I believe in you
Although you never asked me to
I will remember you
And what life put you through

And in this cruel and lonely world
I found one love
You're still you
After all
You're still you

You are sunlight and I moon
Joined by the gods of fortune
Midnight and high noon
Sharing the sky
We have been blessed, you and I

You are here like a mystery
I'm from a world that's so different
From all that you are
How in the light of one night
Did we come so far?

Outside day starts to dawn

Your moon still floats on high

The birds awake

The stars shine too

My hands still shake

I reach for you

And we meet in the sky!

You are sunlight and I moon
Joined here
Bright'ning the sky
With the flame
Of love

Made of
Sunlight
Moonlight

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day i'm loving you more than this
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Chorus

Thanks to Adiemus for the corrections

I feel my wings half broken in your hands
I feel the words unspoken inside
And it pulls you under
And I would give you anything you want but no

You were all I wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawling round and round

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through and
Save me
I don't care how you do it just
Stay, stay, come on
I've been waiting for you

I see the world has folded in your heart
I feel the waves crash down inside
And they pull me under
I would give you anything you want but no

You were all I wanted...

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through and
Save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay, stay, come on
I've been waiting for you

All my dreams are on the ground
Crawling round and round

Somebody save me
Let your warm hands break right through
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay with me, I made this whole world shine for you

Just stay, stay, come on
I'm still waiting for you